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Date : Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Time : 10:32 PM
Title : hurts ;


My internal feelings.
Hey blog readers,soon school gonna start.partly,i don't wish to enter that school.Its so far.Yes,my boyfriend was upset and angry when i get the different school from him.Lately some bad things happen.I'm fucking sad plus i'm so disappointed when my boyfriend has a facebook while he deleted mine.Fair? no right. I'm speechless,he won't know how much i care about this relationship and how much i need him.I don't even dare to say a word to him,afraid he would leave me alone but i know he will one day or maybe tomorrow. Every single day i wish to wake up from my sleep and see him beside me.

Tell me boy,what more can i show to you how much i love you.One thing i need you to know, my love remains for you. Don't leave me,i still need you to be part of me and be there when i need you the most. I've lock this heart for you and trust me,nothing gonna change. We've go through this far,show me you care too. Boy, i'm in love with you and just you. Stop hurting me. Look at yourself,i might have my own mistake but I've change for us. I've tried my best to save this relationship,if leaving is what you want, i shall respect your decision as i don't wanna you to force yourself to love me. I know where am i standing now and i don't deserve you and some other girls would have deserve you.

I can't drag your heart to follow mine, i love you and that's the reason i'm giving in and try to understand your needs. I realize i can't make you happy. i appreciate all the effort and love you've gave.Therefore,i'm saying thank you so much for everything. I won't regret being with you once but instead i learn from the experience I've been through.
i love you boyfriend,so much.
With hugs and kisses,
eshanisha


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