Date : Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Time : 5:47 PM
Title : i miss you;

I miss you.

This few days after our hard times and this gaps, i miss you. I'm confused. I really need you, it hurts being apart like this. Hope to meet you soon and not to repeat the mistake like in the past. Dear, you can control me as much as you want but do you ever know all i ever wanted was you being here nice towards me, talk by me softly and cuddle me in your arms. I hate to say that sometimes you can say that you're hurt but do you ever knew whatever you're doing,hurts me more. Look at yourself and ask yourself what is wrong and why i turn to be like this?

I hope this time we can make it through. It sucks when i can't call or text you either. I'm bored at home, thinking about you. Wondering what you're doing at home,outside after your training. You make me worry, you will always in my mind and unable me to avoid you. Every conflicts we had, it teaches me alot and tell me about yourself. Therefore, I'm willing to accept it and wanna be by you always. Times files, hope things get better. Dear, I admit that i can't let you go. I still need you . Please don't betray me this time.

i love you dear.

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