Boy, you should know that i miss you. I'm sorry for not meeting you. Hope you understand, all i want was to meet you a.s.a.p.

imy ♥

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I miss you.

This few days after our hard times and this gaps, i miss you. I'm confused. I really need you, it hurts being apart like this. Hope to meet you soon and not to repeat the mistake like in the past. Dear, you can control me as much as you want but do you ever know all i ever wanted was you being here nice towards me, talk by me softly and cuddle me in your arms. I hate to say that sometimes you can say that you're hurt but do you ever knew whatever you're doing,hurts me more. Look at yourself and ask yourself what is wrong and why i turn to be like this?

I hope this time we can make it through. It sucks when i can't call or text you either. I'm bored at home, thinking about you. Wondering what you're doing at home,outside after your training. You make me worry, you will always in my mind and unable me to avoid you. Every conflicts we had, it teaches me alot and tell me about yourself. Therefore, I'm willing to accept it and wanna be by you always. Times files, hope things get better. Dear, I admit that i can't let you go. I still need you . Please don't betray me this time.

i love you dear.

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I don't really think its a major problem.You created this. Why till now you're not getting it in you're damn mind that i love you had only you in mind and heart. Ask yourself dear,are you being fair towards me and this relationship? No. Tell mama about this? okay. Why don't you tell your own mum what you did to me? I keep myself shut knowing that i still wanna be by you. My mistake? I'm sorry and i mean it. Do you? This is not fair either! Post on your wall and acting as if you're hurt. Do i do that? No. Dear,I don't wish this to happen. Your words that came out from your mouth really hurt me, every words you say i know you mean it. Thank you so much ayul.

I'm always here to be patience and keep myself in silent and not telling anyone because i now this is between me & you. Think back, ask yourself am i ain't enough for u? Okay. This is really freaking me out. Your reason really bring me down. I'm begging you down my knees not to hurt me. Say it once and done. I'm telling you this, I don't wanna lose you out of this. I've told you i hate promises, you promise me alot. This always happen. Are you learning how to appreciate me? Don't show your weakness and hurt to our family and friends when it is the opposite way. This is so not nice.Why do you keep repeating this bullshit problems?

thankyou and ily.

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Sometimes i ask 'why' in life? And get the answer from my experience. We often miss someone that he or she doesn't know that we do.I ask myself why i did a wrong choice sometimes. I regret letting myself love by the one who don't appreciate me. Now, i love him. N-level is coming, a lot of preparation to be done. I have to do my best for this very last year in Dunman Secondary School.

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Hey blog readers, I’ve been busy lately so much things to do regarding studies. Thank God my n-level English oral is done. There been thick situation I’ve been through with love but I still hold on to it and tell myself not to let it go. Everything is not easy and perfect as we wanted; we just have to try hard enough. I’m glad that I have someone that care for me and concern about me, thanks to you love. In this deep heart of mine have only you and no one. So please stop thinking negatively. Love, you know right we are trying hard enough to hold on to this, please care for this relationship and us.

Thank you so much for the stuff you’ve bought for me. Hehe. I love you.
partly i miss you.

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