Lately i love to be alone staying at home watching world cup & help my mum out.i don't know why lately i'm not in the great mood to have fun or enjoy myself. I guess taking a break to think about my preparation for n-level was great. I miss him and i do. But things seems to be losen,i try my best not let go my heart away from the trust. Being myself and cool myself out is so much better. I'm still in love with him but that 'feelings' keep coming wen I felt losen,feelings of afraid i get hurt again. I don't seem to trust words that say from the heart but its temporary. Promises was not I'm gonna trust again.

Even if the mistake we done together, believe that we can change matters we want or don't want. Boy,do you know i left with five more days and you're off.Do you know how much i'm gonna miss you without you by my side?Do you know why i turn out to silent myself the reason comes from you,no matter what you gonna name me as,i still love you,no matter how harsh you gonna be towards me,i still love you. My love for you really can't explain this out. Maybe the way lately change me because i miss you so much that i kept myself silent and speak no words when you talked to me. Haish.

goodnight.

i love you .