I will share about Saturday when I've upload the pictures . ♥
Sunday ~ i met cinta at his place to fetch him as he is still unwell. The first thing when i saw him was i felt so happy. How i wish he knows that i love him. Next we go to Vivo City to have our lunch. Whatever it is, we still have a lot of fun & laughter. Whenever i look at him,the way he smiles & laugh, i felt so happy and wish to see him smiles everyday by me. He make my day always. How i wish he knows that i wanna be with him always. How i wish he knows I'm trying my best everyday & everytime. Words are words, my words are sincerely for him. Forget all the hurts is not easy but i have to try my best to trust him now. Thank you my dear for every hours / seconds we spend together. Love you.

And to somebody ;
You took him, and simply hurt him. Have you had enough ? haha. good. At least you try.
thank you.

So here's a post about Saturday outing which i met cinta and went out with him then bought dearest mama a cake for her birthday."Happy birthday mama".Love you.Cinta and me bought the same bag,we have a lot of fun and laughter on that day,now i started to miss him already.Ouhyah this Saturday he has a match with the NFA team,so might be going to watch him play.Going with my cousin who is ayyu.haha.Really can't wait to see how he plays in the game.
Midyear is finally over lah people.haha.But n-level not over yet lah people.hahaha.study hard eshanisha !
Like no other news;
I miss Nur Aslinah.meeting her soon one day might be tomorrow.yuhoo :)
to cinta;
I read the post on your blog already.Sweet like candy lah bebeyh.haha.But once you did it again,trust me your life is not going be good as you think.Sorry,but i really hate it.Everyday i kept thinking what if you did it again.Nevermind.Forget it,i just show my very best now as i believe i still need you as much as i ♥ u.Thank you for all the spend cinta,on last weekend and this weekend.okay lah.till here.i wanna eat;hungry !

Love,
eshanisha ♥.

Hello . haha . yeah my pic with him ... first of most i don't wanna hear a single comment of yours but to say i love him. He makes me strong to forget everything,i thought it was just game all this while but not,until he shed his tears to me.Ain't enough for the prove,until we fight over and took revenge on each other but yet we forgaved each other.Forget it,i don't look over to all that. But to all the obstacles we face together,now i have to mischief from the jealousy and trust he won't did it again.

Yah,its true not to trust easily and get yourself hurt but i see the change.I promise to try the best i can to show my love for this guy.Without seeing him by my sight,all that i can say is 'i miss you'.Okay,changing everything ain't that easy as what you think,so i'm trying my super best to change it.

To cinta;

I know you have your soccer training and it is super okay with me as i don't wanna you to feel tired to talk with me till late night.All i ever want was you to have enough rest and there is always a time for us to meet.Like what mama say 'focus on the training'.haha.'macam paham arg mak aku'.haha.i have to understand you too but please don't do it again ? i trust you this time.i need you always so that i don't feel losen out of this.End of this,i need you as much as i love you.

* kiss & hugs *