ur my strength everytime im weak !

hahax !

Love eu all !

Mishing my bby enaAslinah liaos !

your frewn,

eshanisha ~ missing ya ~

Never take someone for granted

Hold every person close to your heart

Because you might wake up one day

And realize that you've lost a diamond

While you were too busy collecting stones

ANW,tats my LiL sis n mie ! she,s taller than mie. hahax.

i guess i have to play skipping rope !

hey,i just wanna say sory.coz i just can't smile like how you do.each tym i saw you i wanna cry, the reason is i can't even bear you living me and all things that happen.hmm...it can always be my pleasure to accept you back when you are ready to face the risk of rejection and consequent.to be true i hate when people come pushing the blame on two of us, i just wanna you to confess it seriously! i can see that you can still smile, its good. if you wanna be happy gerl, nobody can stop you.i 4get how fast you did the job but i remember how well you did it! iam not bound to win the challenge of friendship, but im bound to be true in it.iam not bound to succed but im bound to live up to what light i have

love you normal friend

nisha.

to that gerl !
HEY THANKZ FOR EVERYTHING GERL !
hahax.dun even thought that all this happen !
Like it ?! since this is what eu wanna things to happen right ?!
from now on we are OFFICIALLY NTG ! so dun come telling the world bullshit of me again !
got the new ones ?! n threw ush ! hahax.kae ! gerl2 ~ nice job !
hope to see the changes in eu wif ur new ones !
love that we build is down finally,dun believe it right ?! words > "yesh eshanisha i won't wish to step on the castle that we have build ".
promise are meant to be broken & eu really prove me that "promise are meant to be broken" is true ! wow ! she jus got the new ones !
buhoo ! lets see how long cn it be ! didn't expect all this cld happen in the end ! GREAT ! eu walk off the door jus lyke tat ! n pluesh,dun ever hurt ush agaen ! jus get bac to the normal tymes ! n now i wun wanna knw whu are eu GERL ! eu are now a mistery person tat i never knw ! people wld not knw wat happen between ush bt GOD knws ! i guess all this is the solution for the end of the FAKE FRIENDSHIP we had ! thankz and thankz so much ! eu are a GERL of now thinks of ur heart only ! ya,its true tat we cn't be thinking of others only & we gonna have to think of ourself too !bt let me introduce eu the real story !
wen a couple love is build, wenever she get hurt because the guy hurts her obviously she wld jus wanna forget abt all this and dun wish to get bac to him wen in the past she believe tat changes will come in future,this is wat she hears every moment tat guy wanna be wid her agaen n agaen,"im soyie and i wun hurt eu agaen"! hey why does that guy simply said that only, whereby the gerl wanna hear dis,"i nid eu because i love eu !".hmm..it is simply easy to said soyie to someone cause eu are not feeling the pain ! n thats the final reason of it ! why that the guy cn easy said soyie to her wenever he wanna be wid her?!the reason is >the guy jus wanna be wid her for ntg and not love ! n why does the gerl hardly wanna be bac to hyme n said soyie to hyme,cause the gerl dun wanna feel the pain agaen.bt she believe giving hyme chance,he cld prove her smtg bt did he prove her ! so till the end the gerl make the final decision to leave hyme through out now !
SO gerl !
i wanna eu to take dis story from me to eu !
N TO BE TRUTH I LOVE EU !
waste,wat a waste ...
2 years,3 mths n 20 daes i been through wid eu !
so,believe me tat im ntg to eu !
bye n remember i still love eu bt hardly for me to forgive for wat had happen . its not eu tat i did not forgive bt things tat happen ! it is two different thing .

Eu might jus feel dissapointed if eu fail bt
believe me tat eu gonna be doomed if eu dun try .
so the truth i fell kinda of dissapointed cause i fail to last the friendship
bt i dun feel doomed cause i alrdy tried my besh !

THE END !
love that we thought is real.
From ur normal frewn :
nisha .

UNDERSTAND IT !
i wasn't in the mood toking wif anyone !
im a person whu love her ownself n if i wanna people to accept wat i am,im here willing to accept wat eu are !
but all i need is dun push me around ur bush of love !
we are not bound to win alwaes bt we are bound to try !
i really wanna see eu try hard on it !
dun jus said for the sake of it only ! said cause it really meant !
till now i cn't get it why eu're doin dis to mie !

TODAE !
i gonna sit back n stress out my mind !
n now it goes BOOMBOOMBOOM again !

TO TAT JERK AGAIN !
hey ! why im alwaes angry wid eu ?!
bt im trying my besh to hold on !
my hands getting freak out n wish to smack eu !

hey basically as usual hmwk have to be done !
im damn tired people ! i got a lot of settle on !n more problems ahead in me !
haish ! im here being strong to take all the risk !
im planning really hard on my schedule !
walaowei !
in my mind now goes BOOMBOOMBOOM !
ok tats all !
chaos !
got things to do !
wat do you expect den...
doodlesnoodlestoodles !

hmm ! is my fault ler ! wat do eu expect !

bt to me , im here still controlling myself kae !

no worries !

TO PAPA !

esha really mish papa n ibu too !

wat can i do ?!

its almost three weeks i didn't hear any news about eu n even ur voice !

forgive me papa !

esha really got alot of things to settle for the skewl !

even my dance !

i seek ur kind understanding towards me kae papa !

esha really hope we cn make it this weekend to me ya !

TO JERKS !

im really holding my patience towards eu !

dun take it to the limit !

whu are eu to said tat to me !

wen eu got ntg towards me ! get the fuck off here ! soyie cause i got to said tat no matter

wat it came from eu ! read it and now i mean it ! eu got any word out of it , its my pleasure to mit n have a great tok wid eu ! get it !?

HAISH !
guess what !
malay dance is arnd the door of my mind !
its on the 8 april n we are the 4th item to perform in the NUS stage !
cn't get rid of all this effort !

Hey2 !
syf is pass ! wow it was fun at least !
to malay dancer : be happy through out it !keep smiling ! eu all look great when eu guyz are dancing !

Hey bebehy !

im sorrie cause realli hurt ya !

i cause u to cry !

ur sadness really mean to mean !

i wanna said sorrie and sorrie !

i hope eu knw whu eu are bebeyh !

bt all i said it the truth !

kae,i try my besh to mak eu smile n be the happy2 person !

im sorrie ! im sorrie !

now,let bygones be bygones kae babe !
THE END !

hey bebeyh !

it is always my plaesure to start the topic with a smile !

bowing sehy !

haish ! our dance is officially over ! yesh argh ! get some rest life in me now !

but still got speech dae to go,another performances ! haiyo !

BUHOO !

hey tomolo any plan ?

hmm..dunno ler !

bored liaos if theres no plan at all !

BUHOO !

BBY SIBLINGS !

i mish those tymes i spent wid them !

as for these daes i was way too busy !

after doin my hmwk,i went to have a dream !

that was sleeping argh !

hahax !

n wen im doin my hmwk they wen to bobok ferst !

so thats the reason why i cn't get to have fun wid them !

to them :kakak will be there for eu alwaes ! even kak is busy ,kak wun ever forget eu guyz !

love ya ! from kakak busy alwaes !